Beyond Space, Beneath Earth, Between Me and Myself: A COMPLEX INDIVIDUAL

The peak has vanished. The darkest
days were over, I suppose. It doesn’t hurt that much and it won’t hurt again, I
hope. I am certain to move on. I am confident to live a life again. Neither with
you nor with anybody. I am moving with me and myself alone. And as I move on, I
am giving up all the pains that has succumbed my being. I’ m throwing all the abhorrence
that my heart has cherished. I am therefore letting go of the past so as you. Do
not misunderstood my phrases, my dear. I let go. So there won’t be pressures on
you. I let go. So you would live the life you’ve wanted without considering me.
I let go. Because I love you and I want nothing but your happiness. Pathetic it
may seem. But this is my way to show my one great love for you. I avoid self
interest for awhile. I elude from the world of selfishness and try to consider
your feelings. You may have committed mistakes, mistakes that took you away
from me. But I know in time, through lots of processes you will learn from
those lapse. And if in case our feelings will still be mutual by then, I am
sure love will find us once again…

 
I love you so much. You may have
heard it from me a lot of times, but let me tell you this… every time I ought
to say those words, it isn’t simply coming from the mouth… it comes from the
deepest networks of my soul…of my being that produces the complex compound
called Oxitocin. The complex compound responsible for true love.

Ang Pag-Ibig kong ItoMoonstar88

Umiiyak ang aking pusong nagdurusaNgunit ayokong may makakitaKahit anong sakit ang aking naranasan'Yan ay ayokong kanyang malaman

Refrain:Mga araw na nagdaan,kailanma'y hindi malilimutanKay tamis na raw ng pagmamahalanAng akala ko'y walang hangganan

Chorus:Ang pag-ibig kong itoLuha ang tanging nakamit buhat sa'yoKaya't sa MaykapalTuwina'y dalangin koSana'y...

(Repeat All)

Kapalaran ko ay magbago

(repeat Refrain)

(repeat Chorus)

Kapalaran ko ay magbago

--the song explicitly and exactly describes my current state..my current feelings..i just wanna be numb for the moment..